OK I WAS GOING TO FIND A PHOTO OF ME!!! TO BE MY MOTIVATION PICTURE, BUT DIDN'T FIND A GOOD ONE I WILL KEEP LOOKING THIS IS BETTER. LOL
SO I AM GOING TO START 5AM WORKOUTS DIDN'T GET UP TODAY BUT I WILL MY GOAL OR ONE OF THEM IS 80LBS BY APRIL 2011....

OK so I suck at this weight thing not one more pound is off....... Even when all I was doing was a protein shake for breakfast and some dinners...... I guess I still need to write it down so I will try that for a week and see if any change this just sucks I need willpower to do it.
SO HOW DO YOU GET THE WILLPOWER

Only down 4.5 lbs well I am hopping to get more off this next month!!!

still hopping for the 10 lbs or more a month i will have t work harder this next week and stop my eating early. and thats hard because I get off work at 5.30 workout and get dinner done... Well I will see if I can do it.

OK SO STILL ON WEEK TWO OF P90X.

YES YES I KNOW BUT THIS IS WEEK 3!!

WELL I GOT OUT OF THE GROVE, TRYING TO KEEP IT UP....

MY BIG GOAL IS 80LBS BY AUG 2011.

OR 10LBS A MONTH MORE WOULD BE GREAT!!!!

OK SO THIS IS THE START OF MY P90X GOING TO SEE HOW I DO STARTING WITH THE LEAN PHASE 1 THIS IS MY START PIC YUCK!!!!!

OK so down 3 pounds this week trying to make sure it keeps going down form this point on no more blah blah blah about doing it and then not so THIS IS IT!!!!!!!

So not doing that good as you can tell no post!

So my goal this week well for the next two weeks is to get into a smaller size i have no jeans :(

OK so only one more pound down... WHATEVER DON'T SAY IT
but I do hurt like no other i have been lifting weights almost every day.

PATIENTS IS A VIRTUE!!!!!! IT WILL COME OFF I KNOW IT:)

OK ONE POUND DOWN!!!

ONLY 99 MORE TO GO LOL.

It has been a long time:)

One reason is because well you guessed it i have not lost any weight so why post some thing:P (I have not even checked) So starting over at square one so we will pretend this is day one..
I need to lose 100 lbs by April 2011.... I am going for 3 to 5 pounds a week!!!!!! NO JOKE!!!
we will see what happens in this next week. And start lifting weights again.

GOALS

1. Eat healthy!!
2. Exercise everyday!!
3. Lift weights three to four times a week!!
4. Feel Better!!!
5. Lose weight!!

So today I am going to try and get on this Sweat dvd thing. Maybe this will help me nothing else is, I eat crapy and I don't get to workout as much as I want to or well as I need to.

And i can't even bring myself to step on the stupid scale.. What does that tell ya yep crapy!!!!

So as my sister (crapineedtolosemoreweight.blogspot.com) told you we went to a concert and yes my butt got stuck in the seats.. They looked big but not after I sat down and couldn't get out unless I slid forward. I so need to get on this and get into shape or just so my spread wont get stuck.

When did I get a chest on my back!!!!
I was walking by a big mirror and had to look twice. WTF
When did I get them?Why do I eat crap to get them?
I so need to lift weights more. I will get me some for Easter...

well only one workout so far this week... whatever i still will get this fat off :)

crap!

Well no pounds gone, but I am not sick anymore so thats good I guess.

So time to get back on track, cycling tonight.

basic principle of weight loss is to eat the right foods in the proper quantities.

well i was going to workout every day then i got sick:( If it was only the flu i may lose weight but no i just cant get that sick just enough to be crap.

If only i could just puke it all up. Like on The Devil Wears Prada when she is only one stomach flu away from her ideal size ya i need that. (and a lot of stomach flu)

If you don't do what's best for your body, you're the one who comes up on the short end.

I WILL I WILL I WILL I WILL!!!!!!

I will drink a glass of water before I drink a Diet Coke (I will NOT be giving up DC, but I will limit my intake).

I will write down all my food (no skipping the bad stuff).

I will exercise every day (even if it is at home).

I will keep my calories down to 1500 a day (yes i will my friend will not lose before me NEVER)

Another week or a couple of weeks and only a few more pounds off.

what is wrong with me maybe i should just save all my money and have lipo, this working hard for one pound a week is crap, i did figure a good way to help go shopping and try on new clothes that would only look good if you are skinny. lol

Well trying on new clothes is a good way to make yourself be good, I need to do that every weekend.

crap! why me!

Well, another week!

But only one pound! It starts good well a little good:) then crap! No weight is going to get off this body. What?Why?When?

Yes, I have been better, maybe not the best, but come on give me a little good news just like 5 thats all just 5 I will fill better.

End of Week 3!

BAD BAD BAD!!!!!

YES NO WEIGHT GONE THIS WEEK....

I NEED TO WORK HARDER AT THIS IF I WANT IT GONE!!!!!

End of Week 2!

Not as good as I wanted but it was ok.

I lost 2lbs this week, maybe I should change my goal to 2.5lbs a week.

Ok so again I am going to try to keep my eating under control.....

and get a workout in every day even if it is just at home.

End of Week One!!!!!!!!!

Well, week 1 is over. Time to post the results...(drum roll please) 4lbs lost!!!!!! I am feeling good today. I'll be honest, my enthusiasm was starting to diminish a little. You know how you get really excited about something, and then after a few days you don't care as much anymore? Well, it happened to me, especially after I didn't go to the gym on Saturday :( and sunday was a junk food day!! well back to it start of another week... humm maybe more pounds lost this week:) I will work on that, and i will be better on my food..

Goal weight: 130

Date to reach goal weight: Feb 1st 2011

Weekly goal: 3.5lbs per week!

I think that is a good goal 3.5lbs a week i can do it...

If you don't like how things are, change it!

Day 1

Little confession: I am really nervous to put this stuff on a blog because I don't like any pictures of me, but I wont care in 100 lbs. Yikes, that's a lot. My sister kinda laughed while taking these pictures because "WOW, these look really bad! This is gonna be AWESOME when I lose this weight!"

Starting Jillians 14day jump start!!! HELP!!!!!